Tears of a Tiger

As I sit in my bed with a face full of tears, I begin to wonder why do I love so hard? What's the point if it's not appreciated and once the renter is done with my heart he gives it back broken? How many times must you give so much? How many tears can you cry, words can you curse, love can you spread, and care can you give until you're empty from being unappreciated? 

Tonight my boyfriend and I had a bad argument ... correction I had the argument by my damn self. He has to go out of town tomorrow and won't be back until Sunday so we planned this nice date night with one another. He had a presentation to work on and I didn't get off work until 9 so the timing was supposed to workout perfectly. I called him once I got home...no answer. Now mind you when I text or call you and you don't respond I get irritated, UGH! SO I texted him, he texted back, cool. An hour or so went by and I'm getting tired at this point so I text him again and he texted back, cool. SOOOOOO another hour or so went my and he didn't respond... I text him again a few minutes later and no response. By this time I'm irate b/c I'm losing sleep to stay up and wait for someone who clearly has said "f**k you girl, I'm not coming over" without saying a word. So finally I text one last time with a face full of tears because not only is ignoring me one of my biggest pet peeves which he clearly knows about BUT this was a night I put off doing other stuff to spend quality time with him and like I said previously he won't be back in town until Sunday. SO not only am I irate, my feelings are hurt. I feel like I've been slapped in the face and fooled by stupid cupid again. Love and relationships are so complex...

A Prayer 4 You...or at least me anyway...

So the original plan today was to blog about my Natural Puff I'm rocking b/c I was super excited about having enough hair to pull it off. Before I do my usual random rants and raves I check my dashboard to see if something more important need to be said/shared. SO today I randomly decided to read some comments from a really good post and discovered THIS:

Change my heart, oh God
Make it ever true
Change my heart, oh God
May I be like you

You are the potter
I am the clay
Mold me and make me
This is what I pray

My face dropped and I immediately had to change my topic. Hope you guys enjoyed the poem as much as I did. Muchos gracios mi familia *smooches*

MUST HAVES!!

I told myself that I would not do any extensive shopping this year *I need rehab!!* BUT I ran across this site by accident and was looking at some gorgeous natural hairstyles when I these bright colored words caught my attention...it read 30 LOOKS, 30 DAYS.

So me being me wondered what that was all about and thought the outfit behind the words were pretty dope. SO! I clicked on it and fell in love with some of the outfits and just my luck the lady put the website under each outfit. Me being me, HAD to go to each website and look at sales and plan ways to spend some of my first paycheck on the reasonable priced items. I mean I work 40 hours a week and I work hard so I talked myself into believing I deserved a treat. Plus Valentines Day is coming up and even though I have a Valentine, no love is greater than self love sooooooo with that being said here are some of the items I added to my cart...

                                            

Colored tights are always a MUST

  have! Simple, yet sexy, yet classy :)

Off the shoulder stuff just screams sexy to me!
I think this was about $30.00 at the max.



I think this dress is on sale for about $50.00. I love, love, love that  color!  



                                                                                                Throw on a big, bright handbag and this look is soooo me!

Moment 4 Life

I wish that I could have this moment for LIFE

cause in this moment I just feel so ALIVE...

Saturday I decided to go out with 3 of my homegirls and I must say I had a GREAT time!! I love simple, funfilled times like these. I dance and laughed the night away. Not only did I laugh at my hilarious friends, I laughed at myself...alot. You know like the laughs that come from a good healthy spot from within and makes your stomach hurt? After a crazy working week I'm so glad I had an awesome time :)

Vlogger Contest Support!

I checked my youtube subscriptions today and one of my fav curlies is entering in a Vlogger contest. She's really nice, her hair is gorgeous, and she has some of the best hair tips so her check out her YouTube video and if you like it post it on your blogs as well!

The HORRIFIC Headache

So this morning I did my usual routine of waking up late, playing in my hair, realizing I only had 20 minutes to put my clothes on, putting on my outfit, realizing I didn't like it, starring the closet, wishing the emails would stop coming to my phone and interrupting my fashion thoughts, rambling through outfits, and then to find the perfect outfit, realizing I've taken longer than 20 minutes and have to make lunch in a hurry, throwing an accessory in my hair *important factor for today*, rushing downstairs to make breakfast and lunch and coffee, and heading out the door. It never fails that my mornings will work out in this order or very close...you think I would just get up earlier buuuuut I'm not a morning person at all and getting out of bed before 6:40 is one of my hardest fights of life. Anywho, so I'm eating my cereal in the car when my jaw feel like it's locking up and my head starts pounding. My immediate thoughts were I was begaining to be super stressed about being late for work so I took a few deep meditating breaths. Needless to say it didn't help. So I gave up on eating and tried to drink my coffee...fail! So after 2 hours of being at work, I had an "AH-HA" moment! You know like the light bulb comes over your head, the world stops spinning, and you stand with your finger in the air and say "AH-HA or I GOT IT!" or something random of that sort. It was the hair accessory!! From my previous pictures you can see my head isn't the smallest... and the cute leopard print headband I decided to wear was squeezing my brain a little too much for it's liking and caused me sooooo much misery this morning! Once I took it off, I immediately felt relieved. I'm sort of sad b/c I have the print in my hair from it (the headband) and feel naked without an hair accessory but the headache is so not worth it. Well my next student is arriving, gotta go... *love, peace, and hair grease HA!*

DELISH RECIPE!!

This post was supposed to get posted months ago and while setting up my mobile blogging I found it in my phone's archive... technology can be so weird 0_o But below is the post of my delish homemade pizza that I cook like aaaaaaaaalll the time now. I even switched up the recipe a bit :)

ORIGINAL POST:

9/24/2010 @8:55 PM

Homemade turkey pepperoni pizza and sweet potato chips. It was super delish, thanks Shelby!!!